About Me
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I am a reserved, analytical and peace-loving soul who is blessed with intuition and intelligence. I have the ability to concentrate, learn and absorb information far and often excel at all forms of scholastics. Usually my intellectual prowess as well as the clarity and foresight of mind is very evident.
However at the same time I am also a very spiritual person. This is because I believe whole heartedly in the relationship between Mother Nature and science. This is part of my inquisitive nature and determination to get to the bottom of what makes the world tick.
I dislike braggarts, gossips and neurotic individuals and find socializing difficult. This is because I can barely hold back my contempt of other people, who are often, indeed acting like fools. I dislike crowds, noise and confusion, so others are more likely to find me watching television at home rather than attending a big sports events.
My mind works at the speed of lightening but often this makes it difficult for me to be understood by others and often I have difficulty expressing myself. The fact that I'm so easily misunderstood makes social and love situations very challenging for me. Usually I suffer a great deal of rejection from my peers as I'm seen as contemptuous and aloof. Overcoming shyness is also a common problem for me.
I'm not likely to have a wide circle of friends, but once I do accept someone as my friend the bond is usually for life. The same thing goes for my love life. You won't be shocked to see me go my entire life without a partner simply because I cannot relate to the emotions and drama that accompany most relationships. This causes me to appear self-centered to others as I opt to spend my time on more interesting subjects.
Emotions are very trying for my brilliant mind, I may find myself feeling very unbalanced when I'm in a relationship. More than anyone else, I am very prone to negative codependent behaviors such as obsession or acting out fears of abandonment on a partner. For this reason many close personal relationships don't often last.
I am happiest when alone to pursue my innermost thoughts and inner dreams. I am also interested in the occult or metaphysical matters as well as science, anthropology, archaeology and religions. Great music lover as it is an art form that blends math with spiritual qualities.
I am optimistic, inquisitive and embrace change. I am a freedom-loving individual who expresses my love of independence often through a bohemian or unusual life style. I am blessed with a brilliant creative mind that is never at a loss for a solution to a problem.
My independence is so important to me and I thrive best in creative occupations that allow me a great deal of travel. I have an eye for design and appreciate the good things in life. In fact, I may spend a lot of my time trying to figure out how to get these things without having to work too hard.
The height of my personal expression is in my talent for persuasion. This is why I am best suited for jobs in media, marketing and design.
I very much believe that a person is defined by what he does and not what he wants to do, so any business or project that I start will be very much branded with my personal flair.
When it comes to business I also tend to have a "hands on" approach as I rely a lot on my wit, charm and good looks to get what I want. Once the deal is sealed, however, I sometimes have difficulty seeing it through to completion. This is because my brilliant mind is captured by so many other interests that it is difficult for me to focus sometimes.
Sometimes, the need to express my independence brings me to a critical point in both my professional and personal relationships. I am terrified of being stuck in one place or having my free spirit suffocated by labels and possessiveness.
I have light nimble mind and have excellent verbal skills. I also have enormous powers of analysis that gives me an edge when it comes to investing money, judging others and avoiding harmful situations.
I am also very accepting of new people and new ideas. The last thing that could ever be said of me is that I'm closed minded. I will try anything once and I often respond willingly to a dare. However, sometimes my permissiveness leads to relationships with odd or unstable individuals.
Romantically others may find me hard to get close to as I would rather sit and chat than get intimate. Others fail to understand that the most valued expression of my love is the expression of my hopes and dreams to another.
I am also very pragmatic when it comes to all of my relationships and believe in treating everyone equally. Deep down I'm very philosophical about relationships and believe that no person should be so important that he or she should have the power to make me happy or sad. This can/ will often distress my soul mate who doesn't feel that special in your presence. Part of my challenge might be showing through my actions, how loving all without sacrificing one can be achieved.
My soul urge is to nurture and take care of others. I love people and believe the greatest expression of my inner divinity is through teaching and guidance. Very paternal at an early age and I'm often regulated, by default to the role of advisor or therapist in my social life.
Unfortunately my willingness to take on other people's burdens threatens/ will threaten my romantic relationships. This is because I'm often perceived as a friend or a helper rather than as an object of desire. The result is that I end up with broken hearts simply because others simply could not recognize their empathy as being an expression of love and desire.
Part of my challenge in life is to learn how to make myself more sexually attractive to others. Often this means learning the brutal rules of the game of love, which in courtship often mean practicing a certain kinds of power plays and being mysterious. The mistake that I often make is letting myself be too available to the person I am trying to attract. As the object of desire realizes that I am willing to be there for her no matter what, she takes it for granted that I will settle for less. I sometimes feel I can spend a year comforting someone I am attracted to in the hopes the person will recognize my good heart, only to be dismayed when I am thanked for all my kind support and the person moves onto a romance with someone else.
My candidness and forthright manner is also a drawback romantically as others are turned off by my dogmatic approach. As I tend to discuss everything about myself with a member of the opposite sex, there is little mysterious or sexy about me. Spilling my guts does not help me professionally either, as it encourages others to steal my ideals. Part of my inner struggle might be fighting the urge to connect so intimately with every single person I meet.LOL...
Being a very sensitive and compassionate person I tend to take things very personally. When others let me down I have a tendency to retreat from society and nurse my wounds. Often when I decide to play the victim in a relationship I meet with very little sympathy or help. This is ironic as I am so eager to help others and comfort them when they are down and out. The cosmos presents me with this type of situation so that I am forced to heal myself with the same type of focus and devotion that I use to heal others.
The very highest calling of my soul urge is to renounce sex and relationships altogether and devote my life to a religious or spiritual practice...pilgrimage to the himalayas...hahaha
Hope you've learned much about me....
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Interests
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Music,watching movies, football, Chatting with friends, net surfing, history
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Favorite Music
No one- Alicia Keys, Lonely- Akon, Pas sans Toi- M.P, Don't wanna miss a thing-Aerosmith, With U- Criss Brown, Everything i do- Bryan Adams
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Favorite Music Video
M.Pokora-Pas sans toi
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Favorite Movies
Pearl Harbour, Kuch kuch Hota hai, K3G, La cite des Anges, MI2,Mr&Mrs Smith, Titanic
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Favorite TV Shows
Home Edition Extreme makeover, AMERICAN CHOPPER, WWE, F1, Moto GP
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Favorite Quote
Always believe in yourself....never back down
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Journal
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I was five and he was six We rode on horses made of sticks He wore black and I wore white He would always win the fight
Bang bang, she shot me down Bang bang, I hit the ground Bang bang, that awful sound Bang bang, my baby shot me down.
Seasons came and changed the time When I grew up, I called her mine She would always laugh and say "Remember when we used to play?"
Bang bang, I shot you down Bang bang, you hit the ground Bang bang, that awful sound Bang bang, I used to shoot you down.
Music played, and people sang Just for me, the church bells rang.
Now she's gone, I don't know why And till this day, sometimes I cry She didn't even say goodbye She didn't take the time to lie.
Bang bang, she shot me down Bang bang, I hit the ground Bang bang, that awful sound Bang bang, my baby shot me down...
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